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Thursday, August 23, 2007 @ 11:26 PM

Had a talk with yong woei.
i think i lack motivation.
Well considering the fact that the whole class is being pushed further by kh.
i think i am lagging behind badly and i mean BADLY REAL BADLY..
In addition there are some very very hardworking peeps doing extra work,walking the extra mile, it just makes my slackness come more visible to kh the lecturer.
And if i dun not buck up even at this rate, i will probably be served the pink form soon.
NOTE : pink form = withdrawn form

ARGHH.. i need to change this bad habit of sleeping for ages and still feeling tired
.The time i spent on sleeping can really be used on finishing my procrastinated work.
DAMN man..is it the fact that i am lazy or just that i really really lack the motivation..????
and i think based on the fact that i ONLY HAVE LESSONS FROM 9-12 THEN it's a long period of time i can spend on doing my work after 12..
but why cant i do it..
i just sleep and sleep//
or just rot my time away..

i am starting to feel the pressure and the gap between me and the class. Thou there are some real elites but on the low profile side..., but nevertheless i still feel the stress and pressure that if i dun buck up .. i am gonna get crashed.
Moreover kh told us that there are several medals that will be given to the best student in the whole PID yr 1 , the best student in the whole design sch,the best student in the whole tp and LEE KUAN YEW award...
goddamn it just piled my fear further upwards.
it seems like he is hinting me that ppl are working towards that whereas i am lalalaal wasting my time off ..

Looking backward,the fellow peeps doing enginner drawing with me submitted a brillant work but then i submit a lousy job and on the alarming note is that i am actually rushing my work....and i submitted it late.
CRAP MAN.


agh it's been so long since i blog such a long post.
Here's smt truthful, TIME WAIT NO MAN..
and off i go to curb up in 1 corner to figure out how do i put in my 200% and do an at least a 70/100 marks job for this module.
I NEED TO BREAK THE HABIT .